Saturday, May 27, 2006

Where you been?

I'm sorry I haven't been keeping up here at blogger, but how much can I bitch about politics. I'll make it easy. Politicians suck and they do nothing in the best of our interest.

If you would like to find me I've been over at Flicker and Myspace. Here are the URLS.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/flimsy/

http://www.myspace.com/scottfeinsteinflimsy

http:/www.myspace.com/shadow15band

See ya there.

Flimsy

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Saturday, May 13, 2006

A Bitter Pill

It's 3:30 in the morning and I'm wide awake. Pumped with a ton of pharmaceuticals that are supposed to keep me calm, relaxed with a better sense of clarity. And asleep. They do nothing of the sort. I just wish If I have to live like this I could do something productive. Hell, the dogs aren't even in the mood to play. I hate being this tired and angry. I'm to tired to read or make any noise cause everyone in the civilized world is asleep. And this all adds up and I become angry and frustrated. I know there is no magic pill. I hope in my lifetime there is one that has all the good stuff with none of the bad. The side effects alone are why so many people quit taking them. I wouldn't take then for years too. Buts it''s either live like your crazy or give someone a shot at trying to make me a whole real person. It's sad really I was more of an extroverted person when I drank and did drugs recreationally. Now I'm just a shell, and a large one at that, of a shell of what I used to be. I would love to make music but I can't hear any cool licks in my head anymore. Writing is a joke. I do have a idea for a record. Instead of a concept album I will call mine a contraceptional album. Cause If you play it with any girls around your not getting laid. Therefore I have done my part to make the world a better place. Here have a Coke.